Saleena: A friend sent me this & gave permission to share it:
“Some people think it's holding on that makes one strong- sometimes it's letting go.”
Sent: Monday, April 05, 2010 12:05 PM
Subject: 4/4/3020
Hi Saleena,
Things are hectic and kind of strange for me right now. I'm going through some deep cleansing of very old patterns. It's not exactly "fun," but it's gotta happen. It makes sense. I was "in love" with this guy- I fell out of love with him, or my illusion of our love, I had a major awakening about "the Energy that I am," spent a week relishing this higher vibrational state, and then fell into a period of cleansing a very deep and unhealthy pattern for me.
The pattern is based on my perspective of other people's expectations for/of me. These expectations are based in my own perspective and are not even probably real. The pattern is based on Fear – it keeps me contained – prevents me from connecting. Saints are often very Self-Containted. They spend a lot of time in meditation anchoring certain vibrations. It is my Fear patterns that keep me from really connecting though, so I shouldn't confuse that with my Crystalline Love.
Yesterday, I did the 4/4 meditation.
Went to the ancient volcanoes on the edge of Albuquerque in order to send a wave of love to the Grid – in service of the New Grid. Here is a message I received. Not sure if this is anything "new" to you, or if it all the same stuff. I suppose there's really only one message anyway: Love!
My Message from 4-4-2010:
Let go of your Fear
– Know No Fear –
Let go of your Fear
– We are Beings of Love –
Love is All there Is
– For too long we have operated out of Fear –
This is how we have been able to experience
“all that is not love, at a time of no enlightenment.”
Now we are given the opportunity to turn this pattern around
and operate from a place of Pure Love
Let go of your Fear
– NOW –
Let go of your Fear
– Make it so –
Eckhart Tolle speaks of the pain-body. We all operate from our pain-body – We operate through our pain-body all of the time. Through our pain-body, we seek to arrive in our light-body.
It is through our pain-body that we experience everything on this plane. Embedded in our pain-body is our accumulation of all experiences – from this life, from past lives, racial, genetic, gender-based experiences. All humans are born into a pain-body in order to experience “all that is not love, at a time of no enlightenment.” Some people have a lighter pain-body, others have a denser pain-body. The ascension is essentially when we move from our pain-body into our light-body.
The Higher Mind of Gaia has chosen to ascend – She too is immersed in the density of her pain-body – She too will transition from her pain-body into her light-body. In her pain-body, Gaia has allowed us to wreak havoc on her – to pillage resources – essentially, to experience “all that is not love, at a time of no enlightenment.” Joy even resides here – Yet more Joy will flow when we leave our pain-body and move into our light-body configuration. Then we will be clear channels for Source – manifesting a beautiful Kingdom!
Let go of your Fear. Let go of your Fear. Let go of your Fear. Let go of your Fear – NOW – Know No Fear. Know No Fear. Know No Fear. Know No Fear. Make it so.
Love to you, Saleena. Sandeep
