Can You See Past the Flies? "New Energy" Report in the Chaotic Node

 

"The new world can only come into being when the masculine & feminine energies are balanced, creating a pathway to wholeness" Kavita Byrd  with "Consciousness – The Emerging Divine Feminine"   Saleena: This morning I woke up irritated. EVERYTHING was irritating me. EVERYTHING felt negative. I found myself focusing on EVERYTHING that has been bothering me. I couldn't see the beauty for the flies buzzing around the trash on the ground at the neighbors house. Metaphorical? Possibly. On the same walk on another day I look up. The sky is huge and blue. The air is warm. The ocean sparkles at the horizon. The flowers are beautiful reds, yellows, oranges and white this time of the year. I breathe in the beauty. I feel gratitude for living in Hawaii. I love all the colors and flowers and nature and warmth.  It is the same scene. Today I was clouded over with this "stuff" inside me. Since I unhooked from the old fear-based grid and reconnected to a new BENEVOLENT Source, I touch into the BENEVOLENT energies before I call in beings to assist or use any of the techniques I used before. This is a new fresh place for me and I am establishing new habits and connections and flushing out the remaining old subconscious programs. I am intent on creating a new kind of life in this body on this Earth. With the new energies, since the unhooking and reconnection, I see the old thoughts-patterns so very quickly. So I chose to do everything I know how to take respond-sibility for it and got myself out in the sun to solar power & charge myself. Eat some Sun. Still feeling irritated though. Wonder what the energies are like with the alignments of the planets? Wonder what wave is moving through? Still it is me taking full responsibility that gives me the power to shift it. So I went into my room to tune in. I forgot to ask for assistance so I will now, "Angels, please assist, help this be easier. Thank you." I let all the "details" present themselves, mostly complaints about others. I did some stream of consciousness (or unconsciousness) writing. Lt all the thoughts, the DATA flow out into the open so I could see it more clearly. Now I open my heart, connect to BENEVOLENT Higher Self then to BENEVOLENT Source then back to my heart. Breathe, open, Now time for Ho'oponopono. Whatever I have done to create these situations, which all seem to be based on lack, fear, overwhelm, helplessness…victim stuff…old stuff… Whatever anyone in this body has done or  any of my relatives have done (that about includes everyone everywhere in creation) in the past, present or future through all time, space, no time, no space and all dimensions… I am sorry. Please forgive me. Please set me free of these limiting thought-forms and feelings and any patterns, habits or programs that run these illusions. I love you. Thank you for the experience. And I repeat it over and over. Dr. Hew Len talks about Zero Point. He says these thoughts are all DATA. Not the true me. I am nothing. Empty. Void. Open to be filled with inspiration from Source when I am at Zero point. I want to be empty. Peaceful. Allowing. Fed by the flow of the Universe. Abundant. Inspired. In Love. He says we are addicted to engagement. That if we just "do" our own Ho'oponopono and give others room to do theirs, each of us will receive our own inspirations.  Today the "DATA" wanted to engage in conflict, in complaining, in blaming others…So I did more cleaning. I use another skill that is related to VK55 Oneness in Wholeness and I imagine the design hanging out in space and I send all these energies to this place where they can be reset and resynchronized with ONENESS, in WHOLENESS, with UNITY. I open to receive the energies back again. Breathe deep, take it in. Feel grateful it is shifting and easing. So I OPEN more and look inside. I notice where the restrictions are in my body. Solar Plexus… back of head, middle of brain, tight shoulders. I breathe this new BENEVOLENT energy into each area. I turn each tight place inside out like a turning torus or black hole. Like in VK35 Telos Generator design. Like a rolling donut…turning turning and expanding the constricted energies. Releasing any stuck energy. I send each area love. A big lump lifts off my Solar Plexus. More room for the Sun's energy to flow into me. I continue to mutter the Ho'oponopono "prayer" under my breathe…. cleaning cleaning cleaning. Now I wonder if there are any "entities", in house or otherwise, ready to leave now? Whenever my personality changes drastically or suddenly. If I go from my normal state to despair or fear or complaints, I suspect I may have a hitch-hiker entity. It happens. It can also be my own internal personality ego entities surfacing and ready to go.  So I use the entity release technique and call in a tunnel of the new light energies to take them all to Source, to the light. Next I a reminded to "fly through the Sun's portal" to allow it to burn away these subconscious programs and negative energies. I was show how to do this while I was creating the  new Vibrakey, VK71 Crystalline Stargate 2. It has a part of the design that is a disc and represents the Sun's portal connected through Alceyone, the Sun-Star in the Pleiades 7 Sister Star group. This light is potent for cleansing. It can burn away these distortions. So I go there and open some more. Presenting any of the negative irritable energies that are left… My little dog friend is in heat. She has been more intense and whining and restless than usual. We have to keep her on a short leash since we don't want her to have puppies. She also has a condition where she has seizures in a fairly regular pattern. About every week and half. For the last month she has had them about every four days. I had thought it may be due to the sun's extra activities lately and the chaos node we are in. Today with the combination of her pacing, whining  intensity and my irritability, I had to put her outside in the yard. All of a sudden I had the thought that the CME or solar blast that the sun emitted a few days ago was predicted to hit earth on the 3rd or 4th. then I got the feeling to go check my dog. She was in the middle of a seizure! I sit with her and comfort her until it passes. It was only four days ago she had her last one. Later I asked Marimar to look and see if there were any reports about this on Spaceweather.com. We looked and there was a  picture of an amazing site. A long filament that looks like an kind of angel or winged being.We both noticed right away that it was in  position right where I had placed the sun portal and a blast of sunlight on my latest Vibrakey: VK71 Stargate3. I will post both so you can see it.        So to me this is another clue as to the intense energies I have been feeling today. I always love this kind of evidence of some kind of higher intelligence informing things I do. Shortly after all this I checked my email and this Creative Meditation was talking about just how I was feeling. Thank you Shunyata for being part of the inspiration for today. Beautifully shared:   "The Divine Feminine is a spiritual force, but also a force of unity that expresses itself at all levels of our existence.  She is the spirit of the unified Whole,  which each of us can access at the core of our being  and bring into expression, because it is our own essential true nature." Kavita Byrd  from "Consciousness – The Emerging Divine Feminine"

Dear (Fill in your Name),

I haven't been telling the whole truth.  Yes, the new future, the one that both you and I are giving birth to now, is emerging. The new human story is weaving itself into existence. And it's my task to encourage you to stay pregnant, to stay open, to be creative so that the Intelligence of Creation – the driving force of humanity's shift – can find its way to you and through you.  Yet, the truth is I'm afraid. Will the new future emerge regardless of our facilitation? Will we remain stuck in our anxiety-driven egos or can we make the shift into our radiant essence? Will the heart have its chance to sing or will the analytical mind continue to judge, criticize, and cut off the heart?  The truth is I have embedded upon my chest a long, zipper-like scar from open-heart surgery when I was two years old. The tracks of the zipper run from collar bone to belly button, cross over my heart chakra, and create the appearance of an aperture – tightly sealed and boarded up.     If I let the scar be a symbol for closure, I feel fear, separation, and anxiety, and I can't reveal my heart's power – my authenticity, passion, and radiance. Yet, if I relax, allowing each rung of the zipper to soften and open, I feel wholeness, abundance, and joy. I feel the radiant fullness of who I am and like a woman in love with the world, I can't wait to passionately share my essence with you.   This is the inner struggle I find myself in, the dance between the joyful, emerging feminine and the wounded, forceful and now softening masculine.  What are the opposites struggling inside you? How are you handling the drastic shifts in energy that are taking placeon the planet & within you? Are you being judgmental & critical? Or are you serving the world by allowing your essence to shine?    with deep love,

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